Bugbog
Is God picking on me? Lately I feel so depressed and tired. I’m not asking to be perfect, all I’m asking is to be happy and that I can tell myself that I’m good with something.
Sometimes I just wish that Id disappear and turn into nothingness. Others are moving on but not me. Maybe it’s my fault, maybe it’s my fathers, I don’t know, Is it Gods’? There’s no one to blame, but if there is, the blame is on me. Why? I don’t know.
I feel so helpless. I’m becoming ashamed of what I’m turning into. Turning into what?, turning into nothing. I am so confused right now, so so so confused. I can’t tell anyone but myself.
This pain in my heart let it stop. I’m hurt
God, oh please God, slow things down for me.
Sometimes I just wish that Id disappear and turn into nothingness. Others are moving on but not me. Maybe it’s my fault, maybe it’s my fathers, I don’t know, Is it Gods’? There’s no one to blame, but if there is, the blame is on me. Why? I don’t know.
I feel so helpless. I’m becoming ashamed of what I’m turning into. Turning into what?, turning into nothing. I am so confused right now, so so so confused. I can’t tell anyone but myself.
This pain in my heart let it stop. I’m hurt
God, oh please God, slow things down for me.
posted by admin at 10:20 AM
1 Comments:
HI... just wanna know someone read this entry... things may seem bad today.. but it will turn out better eventually.. i know that's easier said than done but hey, count on it, it won't hurt..
just think of all the people who are doing worst than you...
take it one step at a time :) just a friendly advice.. :)
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